Monday, August 8, 2011

SO WHAT ELSE

So, what have I been
up to?
WHELP.

FOLLOWED BY
AND LASTLY, SOME
And that's about it.

The first, obviously being I finally submitted and got Pokemon Black. Are you happy, you soul(silver) crushing bastards?
In all honesty, it's not as retarded as I thought it would be. I mean, it's still kind of 'what', but I do enjoy the faster battles and the storyline, even if Team Plasma are kind of annoying. Although I still dont get why so many girls are all 'I TOUCH MYSELF' over N. I mean, I love the hair, but it's green and that either indicated he dyes it or he's gotten a bad bleach and then gone swimming.
Because gang rape of badly bleached hair is the sexiest.

Anyhoe, my current team (who I do rather like), is consisted of:
- Alaliz, lvl 42, female Samurott
, Bold nature.
- Darua, lvl 42, female Darmanitan, Calm nature.
- Roger, lvl 42, male Boldore, Naughty nature.
- Courage, lvl 42, male Stoutland, Lax nature.
- K, lvl 42, female Musharna, Bashful nature. (accidently named so, though I cant remember what I was going to call her)
- Hawker, lvl 42, male Zebstrika, Docile nature.
I'm up to the last gym and I;m planning on leveling up some more before taking on the Dragon Trainer. Fuck dragon types, man. Unless they're mine. And then I get to do something with the SUPERDOOPERWOOPER ANCIENT DRAGON TYPE that I apparently have to use to kick N's ass, though there's noone in my team I want to kick out 8c
Also, for the lulz, my Stoutland knows surf.
yes that's a 30 second edit of a stoutland on a surfboard. What? It's totally a surfboard.
Aside from that, I've started sewing plushies for some of my friends. The one pictured was my first one, for Eddoodle, who was named by my brother, "Fred." Kittum's is a work in the making, then is Joshua's, followed by Shawrm, then my Rorokin. I've been kind of lazy with Kittum's (it's sitting on the other side of the room, missing half it's head and sporting a half made dress), and I've managed to lose my material scissors, leaving me with ones that have about all the sharpness of a damp fish.

And lastly, I've been drawing stuff on the PC with my awesome graphics tablet. When I was younger I was a bit of a weeaboo, and my drawings were all how every single weeaboo's art looks (sketchy anime-tryhard-ish). Now that I've grown some balls, I've realised that anime really isnt all that great, and I'm trying to make my art more western-comicy styled. Something that has influenced me greatly is Awkward Zombie, which really is a great comic and you should all read it.
The drawing up there was something I did a few nights ago and is now my DeviantID on my deviantart page. You guys should totally come talk to me if you're on. If not, join the fuck up.

But yeah, I havent really been up to a whole lot. Not really made any progress in the whole crazy thing, but hey, small steps. It's been pretty much decided that I am not going back to school, though I will be completeing my school certificate. Then next year, depending on how my head decides to be and how quickly I can get over this anxiety, I will either be:
a), if I am unable to go out still, be doing distance schooling with my current school, in which case I'll be doing the same thing I am not, but with the subjects I've selected for next year (will talk about those in a moment. Even if I dont go to school next year I had to fill out the form, FYI), or -
b), if I am less crazy I will be doing either a TAFE or Uni course that is the equilivent of the HSC.

So either way, no more actually going to Bomaderry high. I had good friends there, but close to the end things just got... eh. It was hard, to say the least.

For those that care, the courses I've chosen for next year (if I do distance schooling) are:

Advanced English
English Extension
Senior Science
Ancient History
Visual Arts
Society and Culture
Multimedia
All of those are 2 units each (except for English Extension, which was either HSC only or one unit, depending on what mum ticked, as she filled the formal form out when I was sleeping), so I will be having a pretty full on two years. Or, y'know, whatever the hell the TAFE or Uni course entails. Either way, I'm kind of nervous.

Thinking about the future isnt something I like to do. It worries me and makes me tense, because I have literally no idea where I will be. Will I be okay again and doing some schooling? Will I be living in a home for the mentally unable? Will I be in a romantic relationship? Will I be all alone? Those are the things that stress me out most, so generally thinking about the future isnt doing me any favors at the current moment.

However, something I do know about the furure is that I'm always going to be lucky, in that I know that no matter what, I'm always going to have my friends by my side, even if that side is over a computer screen.
Edward, Kitty, Shaun, Roro, Joshua, DJ, Paul, Sonia, Sarah, just to name a few. I love all of you so, so much, and it's so good to know that you're there for me, even when I'm ranting and crazy.

I love you guys.